I am working at a bank I feel constantly put against the wall having to be tough and calculating. Whenever I am feeling and human I am being punished for my behaviour. Can I work on my true human heart in the midst of these circumstances?

Why did you become a bank officer? The bank, stock market, bonds...they are all only about profit. If you let any feelings enter, then you will make a mistake. Being a bank officer and having a good human heart are incompatible, I believe. Working with people, teaching or creating something is more based on the human heart. Please take good care of your own life.