Teisho on Hakuin Zenji´s Song of Zazen #2
June 29, 2020, 10:44 pm ~ by Shodo Harada Roshi in news
June 29, 2020, 10:44 pm ~ by Shodo Harada Roshi in news
In Buddhism the four posture of the day are being taught. Walking, standing, sitting, lying and sleeping. Humans are used to move their body, yet it cannot be aimless motion. This is what we need to clarify for ourselves. We do need to rest to refresh ourselves. In our daily life we do not feel satisfied if we only work. Yet we also need to find moments in our daily life when our mind can settle. For settling our mind, the best posture is to be seated. We then sit and face within, looking deeply at the question: What am I? If we sit to truly realize who we are, we can experience the truth in the words of the Buddha who said that each person has this treasury of wisdom within. This is what we ourselves can learn from the experience of the Buddha. There are different ways of sitting yet the way of a Buddha to be seated is in zazen.
Buddhism
starts with the sitting practice of zazen. Zen practitioners for
certain read the “Instructions on zazen” which were given by
Hyakujo Zenji, born in the year 724 who died in 814. He lived a long
life of 90 years and gave these instructions of zazen.
Until
that time the practice was about following the precepts and rules.
Yet these practitioners started to search for a path where they can
actually awaken themselves. Two monks at that time, Baso from Kozei
and Sekito from Konan these two well ripened zen monks filled this
deficiency. From that time on the very particular flavor of zen and a
zen monastery came about. The need arose for a structure of a zen
monastery.
It
was Hykujo Zenji who set these structures of a zen monastery. He
decided that the zen monks would be living in the zendo while the
place for daily sutras would be a separated place called hondo.
The
zen monasteries have a clear structure:
samu is of the greatest
importance and after that comes zazen. Working zen and sitting zen
were taught as a practice where the monks could become one with the
very moment. All monks in oneness would work on samadhi, may it be
during samu or during zazen.
Hyakujo
Zenji gave these famous words: One day without work is one day
without food. He would live according to this teaching until the high
age of 90, working and sitting together with the monks.
Why
do we sit zazen? To see clearly who is it ho laughs, talks, cries,
speaks. To review oneself. We are rather complicated being, filled
with desires, emotions, subjectivity, idea, concepts – these are
all called Mumyo. Unawareness, they are like fog, like a cloud, they
appear yet have no actual form of their own. They are not the never
changing truth.
When
we sit zazen and become quiet in mind, the fog lifts and we can see
our true being. This true self is what we want to awaken to and live
accordingly. That is called zen.
The
6Th
patriarch said: Mind is the name of zen. Sitting is the body of zen.
And how can we best awaken to this? Sitting is the best for realizing
this truth.
When
we sit and do not let our mind divide, that is the most direct path.
Simply by sitting and letting our mind gather more and more in
oneness, eventually we do not think anymore about anything. The
ancients taught us that the truth of the Buddha is not to think about
anything.
This
is zazen. Sitting for ourselves and not being depended on knowledge.
From the limitless past to the limitless future, we are in oneness
with this huge space filling heaven and earth.
Sitting
right in the midst of the noise and desires of society, that is where
we can find our wisdom. This is our zazen. Just like the lotus
flower, the roots deeply stuck in mud, yet not the slightest bit of
dirt can stay on the leaves and flower of the lotus.
It
continues in the zazengi: People who take the practice of zazen as
important do not live a life for their own happiness but are making
these efforts for all of society. Wishing for the happiness of all,
that is our deep vow in the practice of zazen. For this we can
pray:
While being on the path of awakened mind, while we are
purifying our own mind, we actualize the wisdom of the Buddha for all
unawakened beings.
It
says in the zazengi how we should practice zazen. If you want to
practice zazen, let first of all let go of all connections to the
outside. We do many things all day long, but if we sit, we cannot be
involved in other matters at the same time. Zazen is about sitting,
and when it ripens, no matter whether we work it is the same as
sitting zazen. Yet at the beginning this essence is not easy to
experience.
Daitokokushi
the great zazen master said:
Sitting
in meditation
One
sees people
Crossing
and re crossing the bridge
Just
as they are.
Not
a single thought appears in the mind, people walk back and forth, yet
sitting with the feeling as if we are alone in a forest, each person
being just like a tree in the forest. This deep awareness can only be
experienced if we have a settled state of mind. A beginner will
follow along with what he sees, with what he hears, and the mind will
be moving from here to there. Thus the meaning of zazen is getting
lost. That is the place where we cannot compromise and do it in a
half-baked way.
The
Buddhism of the Buddha is only about awakening, there is nothing but
this realization of the true self. Not a self we have been thinking
about, not a self which we believe exists. Rather it is this place
where nothing is left behind which we possibly think about. Nothing
we need to hold onto. The self is not being experienced anymore, but
only an open state of mind remains, huge and wide, that is realizing
the true self.
The
Buddha threw away his family, threw away his happiness and his
country just for this experience. All what the Buddha was involved in
is what he let go off before he entered Dantoku Mountain.
Bodhidharuma
went from India to China at the high age of 120 just for the very
same experience. Each person needs to awaken to the true self, only
then can all in society be liberated. Sutras had already been brought
to China and translated into Chinese, yet still Bodhidharuma himself
went to China for this very teaching. This cannot be written about in
the sutras, it can only be the experience of each person.
Zazen
is about taking this step and throwing everything away, or else it
will remain to be our obstruction from where we cannot continue
further. Human´s minds are not simple, we may sit yet our head may
be so busy and the awareness remains unclear. Always sometime in our
mind, we can feel it when we encounter others, in our work, in our
studies.
All
dualism, all good bad, like dislike, old young all needs to be let go
of. That is why Bodhidharuma said. Letting go of all things in the
outside and inside, when your mind is as firm as a wall, then you are
on the way.
From
the outside whatever comes to wards us, we cut it away. All thoughts
and emotions within, no matter what it may be, not being moved around
by the wind, we cut deep down into our true mind. As if we are like a
tall wall, this is how we need to practice zazen, Bodhidharuma is
teaching us.